My real dad

The last time i got to see my real dad aka RANDY CLINGER he is a very nice guy i did not get to really see him but i know someday i will or even i am starting to think that maybe i do not need him he was not there for me at all so i guess i should move on i have a asome step dad that is all close as a dad as i have ever had and guess what bloggers one time when i wint with my step dad john to maverik and randy was there he looked at me and walked away how mean and words can not explan how mad i was so for all of you bloggers reading my blogs you tell me should i move on or keep trying??